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Current Music:My Chemical Romance
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Subject:Because Of You
Time:05:15 pm
Current Mood:okayokay
Because Of You

Because of you there is no longer essence in time
Inside of my life, the light no longer shines
My emotions get the best of me and go all over this space
I wish that you would help me get out of this place
Slowlier and slowlier my emotions become depressed
During this, yours become more and more repressed
All the things you want, can never ever be
Nothing ever works out in the end for me
Why must you always close your eyes to see?
All day I’m haunted by your memory
It gets to the point that I no longer wanna forgive
It gets to the point that you no longer wanna live
Then you don’t wanna deal with this shit
You begin to hate your life and everything in it
Slowly my world falls, and theres nothing I can do
When it all crumbles know that its all because of you.
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Time:11:16 am

Don’t take your mask off


Childhood friend


You’ve never looked more beautiful


With your raccoon eyes


And your fat lip


 


And that small trickle of blood


From your perfect nose


Looks like liquid ruby


Taste like cherry


 


Look at me


And tell me that you hate me


Old love


 



 

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Time:11:14 am

Sink in to that deep dark chocolate pudding


So full of sweet syrupy sugar


Diseased gelatin mass


And smears your face


With that feces-colored mass


Rip your intestines out


And scream no more


 


Stop the fantasy


Stop pretending that there is a pot of pudding


At the end of the black rainbow


Only dead misguided souls


Thirsting for my blood


And your flesh


 


And sigh, moan


As they caress the flaccid breasts of their Messiah


And whimper like newborns


Mewl like little kittens


As you swallow them whole


 


And the Naïve Jesus


Cradles her entrails


And Laughs insanely


At the Absurdity of Life

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Time:11:12 am

Death is a master-less worm


That plagues your maggot-infested insides


And feast on your putrefied eyes


Once bluer than the morning sky


 


But even though your decayed face


No longer resembles the woman’s


I once knew and loved


And vowed to cherish


Until the end of my days


 


Every night


I would cradle your decomposed frame


And sweet lullabies would flow from my lips


To ensure you a good night’s sleep...

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Current Music:Papa Roach-Scars
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Subject:Love shines Red
Time:06:07 pm
Current Mood:sadsad
Love shines Red

You say you don’t believe in love, but ill show you how
When I put this gun to my head and kill myself right fucking now
Ill press my skin up against the knife
Then you’ll know what its like to take away a human life
Just know how much this hurts me
Ill show my love for you when I bleed

Just know how much this hurts me
Ill show my love for you when I bleed

When you see the blood drip from down my arm
Then you’ll realize you’re the one who caused this harm
And when im the one that will be missed
Ill have proven to you my love exists

Just know how much this hurts me
Ill show my love for you when I bleed

Just know I did this all for you
Just know I gave it all for you
And now ill never succeed
Youll see it when I bleed
Know this hurts me
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Subject:You Make Me Embrace Death
Time:09:03 pm
You Make Me Embrace Death

This is a poem to all my friends, guy or girl
Who make me want to leave this fucking world
Make me feel bad about myself each and every day
Never understanding the consequences of everything you say
Those fuckers who try their hardest to bring me down
Make me want to put a bullet in my fucking crown
You make me want to cut my wrists and watch the blood squirt
You never fucking realize how much you make me feel hurt
Always hurting me again and again
Then you would say that you’re my friend
I thought I loved you all, but I am not aware
That not one of you even seem to care
Don’t get me wrong, I still love like 2
To the rest, I don’t care so fuck you
So take your crap, fuck off and die
And when I’m dead don’t dare ask why
Its your fault.
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Subject:Not sure if I posted this before...
Time:05:04 pm
~No Need to Explain~
Blood as black as my heart
runs as tears down my face
Why must this always happen to me?
I give my love undying
only to be cruelly tossed away
rubbish on the garbage heap
worth nothing to anyone
Numb and feeling nothing
These blades score my skin
leaving evidence of my agony
in the trails of tears they leave behind
I watch emotionlessly this agony
tearing myself apart inside
Who am I to believe I will ever be loved?
What "promise" was ever made me?

This vodka slides smoothly down my throat
as I "bottom's UP!" again and again
the sour taste masking the coppery taste in my mouth
my blood racing freely down my body
I merely lay there and feel the life exit me
My anguish is too unbearable
This "fallen angel" has finally tumbled from the sky
deep into a hell she did not make
with no sign of a bottom

Pain clouds these once starry eyes
the shutters in these windows to the soul slammed shut
Whom can I trust? Whom can I let see me?
No one.
Again.
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Subject:more lyrics
Time:04:11 am
GODLESS BEAUTY

Here's to bleeding now instead of then
Here's to dying now instead of later
Here's to flipping god off today and not tomorrow
I reject...this life...for lack of its worth
I reject...your love...and its lack of mirth
I reject...your god and this hell he named earth

Testing the blade against my skin
Watching sated as blood runs down the steel
Dripping on this cold stone floor
Painting glory in this tragedy
Telling you how I feel

Here's to bleeding now instead of then
Here's to dying now instead of later
Here's to flipping god off today and not tomorrow
I reject...this life...for lack of its worth
I reject...your love...and its lack of mirth
I reject...your god and this hell he named earth

Poison in my mind
This desecration so real
As you torture me more
I scream with delicious pain
Rape my soul and
Strip me bare

Look deep into my eyes
Read my heart aloud
Gather me close and
Defile me harder
Mark me and make me yours
For all eternity.

~Phoenix

current mood: naughty
current music: Lacuna Coil "Angel's Punishment"
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Subject:Tonight
Time:08:22 pm
blood runs down my arms
weeping for one who cannot cry
bringing down the veil on her
shuttering her from the isolation she feels
this pain has seperated her from herself
I feel nothing anymore
Her whole body numb,feeling absolutely nothing
not even the slash of steel against skin
as she drives the blade deeper and deeper
gashes opening up to the bone
tainted heartsblood pours like a waterfall
spreading and staining the floor
seeping deeply into the stone
her epitaph.

~Phoenix
Mood:bleeding
Music:Suicide Messiah- Black Label Society
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Current Music:Green Day-Holiday
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Subject:Warm tingly feeling inside (the happy, green poem)
Time:05:53 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
Warm tingly feeling inside (the happy, green poem)

Just when you think your time is far from near
Happyness comes, no more tears
Life is greater than it has ever been
It feels so fucking good to know what it is to win
You enjoy every moment with her ever spent
You begin to enjoy your life to the fullest possible extent
Loving each and everyday
Feeling a happyness in which you thought there was no way
No broken heart, nothing sever
Wish that this feeling will last forever
Love is a feeling you no longer must miss
You feel it growing closer with each and every kiss
I know deep down you feel it too
Because you always smile when I look back at you
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